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I owe people email (hi, Rox), I should reply to That Etta Person on the WeTalk boards, I should write some more, I should update my site, I should make a new main page for femgeeks, and what am I doing?

Nothing. Zip. De nada. Rien. Niks.

Blar.

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I've been having That Dream again. The one where I'm on a train, or a bus, or waiting for one, and I'm leaving. The Leaving Dream. The one that always precedes me losing a friend, either through argument or just by losing touch.

Please, god, don't make me lose the few friends I have? I know I'm a fuckup when it comes to interhuman relationships, but I'm trying okay?

I'm trying.

(My life was easier when I was still just skimming through people's lives. Now I'm on an emotional roller coaster. But it's worth the pain.)

About the girlfriend thing.

Yes, I always said I didn't need a lover. I stil don't. I just. I want. Someone to love. Or multiple someones to love. Love as more than just friends, you know.

I loathe myself for this. It'd be okay if I was just crushing on a specific someone, but wanting anyone, any random person, to bestow my caring on? It's just ... so much not what I stand for. Gah.

I suck.

What the?

Nat? Why are you constantly signing in on MSM and then when I open my contacts list I can't see you?

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- WHEN YOUR IN MY COUNTRY,speak the right language.
- Show me the document saying that the country is yours. Did you buy it on ebay?
(trash13 and -invalid-; deth bb's)

Eh?

I appear to have written a U2 snippet. Odness est. Hidden behind one of these link thingies for those of you with no interest in slash.

( Stay (implied Larry/Bono/Edge; PG) )

I'm a droogie!

Wai!

POING!

(This random post brought to you by Sleep Depravity, Ic.)

24-hour mark.

I can almost set my watch by this 'syndrome'. That is, if I had a watch to set by it.

(Yes, I am deliberately trying to annoy certain people who list me as friends. BAcause I'm like that. Can't deal with my blathering? Leave.)

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In addiction to all of these, I believe the following need to be added to the LJ mood swings options:

• on crack
• wtf?
• antisocial
• loving
• alive

May one day actually email these to the appropriate addy.