About the girlfriend thing.

[bubosquared]

Yes, I always said I didn't need a lover. I stil don't. I just. I want. Someone to love. Or multiple someones to love. Love as more than just friends, you know.

I loathe myself for this. It'd be okay if I was just crushing on a specific someone, but wanting anyone, any random person, to bestow my caring on? It's just ... so much not what I stand for. Gah.

I suck.

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[bubosquared.livejournal.com]

And you know, a journal's always awake, always ready, always patient, always there, as a substitute for 'real people', and yet the real people I want to tell about whatever will be able to read it if they're interested.

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[ex-shadowlig161.livejournal.com]

Exactly... it's the perfect intermediary.