About the girlfriend thing.

[bubosquared]

Yes, I always said I didn't need a lover. I stil don't. I just. I want. Someone to love. Or multiple someones to love. Love as more than just friends, you know.

I loathe myself for this. It'd be okay if I was just crushing on a specific someone, but wanting anyone, any random person, to bestow my caring on? It's just ... so much not what I stand for. Gah.

I suck.

Comments

*hugs*

[almightychrissy.livejournal.com]

I wish I knew what to tell you, but I don't, other than you most certainly do NOT suck.

I do sorta know what you're feeling. I think it's naural to want somone to be all warm and fuzzy with. Little kids have stuffed animals and as we get older, we tend to want "real people" stuffed animals so to speak. I think people are just wired to crave romance, if they weren't, fanfic wouldn't be so popular and the movie industry would have a lot less money :)

And regardless of whether you do or don't want someone to love, I still think you rock :)

Re: *hugs*

[bubosquared.livejournal.com]

Yet again, Ta. And good point re: ff and movies. ^_^