About the girlfriend thing.

[bubosquared]

Yes, I always said I didn't need a lover. I stil don't. I just. I want. Someone to love. Or multiple someones to love. Love as more than just friends, you know.

I loathe myself for this. It'd be okay if I was just crushing on a specific someone, but wanting anyone, any random person, to bestow my caring on? It's just ... so much not what I stand for. Gah.

I suck.

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[crotalus-atrox.livejournal.com]

You don't suck! ::hugs:: I adore you, Melle, you're a sweetheart, and I totally understand where you're coming from. I felt like that too.

And when I take over the world? I am gonna marry you and Avarice, and we can rule the world together. ::smile::

[bubosquared.livejournal.com]

Awww. *blush* Thanks, San. I adore you, too. And I'll keep you to that. ;)