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Squeeee!

I got flamed! For writing a missive demading people write me smut!

*dances*

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( Textslash sent today. )

And since it's now officially 21 July, I'm going to put out my flag. Whee! Happy Belgian National Holiday, all!

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...

This is ridiculous. I'm afraid to check Lee's friends page becauseit's 10:30 in the morning and I point blank refuse to cry before noon and waaaaaah!

*curls up in a ball, rocking back and forth* They're not real, they're not real, they're not real ...

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Updated Lair of the Spork, and the BLF. Go read the MST!

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Melle: *kicks Ann Landers* dude, okay. <<I do not believe it is wise to have your teenage daughters running around nude in front of their father and adolescent brother. >> WHAT THE FUCK?
Tri: Um, you did hear that Ann Landers died, right?
Melle: My dad and brothers have seen me naked THOUSANDS of times! They're not SCARRED or anything, and neiter am I!
Melle: And yes. But I still want to kick her.

"I just did the one thing I've sworn since I was thirteen years old I would never do. "

That? Broke me. In a good way. Fuck. I. They. Okay, they will get through this, becasue man. That's deep love, yo.

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OKay, who just texted me? It got cut off at "would be w-"

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It just hit me that less than two months from now, femgeeks is going to turn two years old.

...

God. I'm old. And there's 170+ MB of content on there, pure content, more than half of which is RPS, and man. I never imagined there'd be so many people willing to put their RPS out in the open, out and proud. Thinking about the way it was when I started RS-X, let alone when I got into slash ...

This summer marks the sixth anniversary of my reading my first slash story. I think that's why I associate summer with reading heaps and heaps of gay porn, because that's what I did the summer I was fifteen. Loads and loads of slash: The Sentinel, Highlander, due South, ...

Rareslash is three and a half now. My baby, my slash childhood home, and we're bigger than allslash, foerchrissakes! And of course the RSA. I have the worst memory in the wold, but I can remember each and every story I archived for the RSA, and every rare slash story I've ever read. That's impressive, I'd say. I remember the very first TMP slash story.

Six years in slash fandom, and all these things I can take credit for, rareslash, the RSA, RS-X, femgeeks, a dozen fandoms where I was the first to write slash, the FMO and subsequently knowing that I didn't let myself becompromised, that I stood up for what I believed in, ...

And yet, part of me wants to go back to being seventeen, eighteen, starting rareslash, being all "Eee!" and hero-worship-y when Mona subbed to the list, being all atwitter because we were up to 54 members, starting the RSA, the whole thrill of the newness, you know? Right now I feel old and jaded and responsible, and less than four years ago, I was a goddamn teenie.

You name it, I've seen it or want to!
(Me; RS; 12 March 1999)