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Are sane people that fucking cool? Why, I think not!
(Tri; MSM)

Glory days, well they'll pass you by, glory days
In the wink of a young girls eye
Glory days, glory days

Whee!

There is new Promenade!

Sailing takes me away
To where I've always heard it could be
Just a dream and a wind to carry me
Soon I will be free

Pimping

Pretty by Em. Epitome of why I like NSlash, and slash in general. It's about boys who care about each other.

When you're down and out,
when you're on the street.
When evening falls so hard,
I will comfort you.

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I- Hey! Dude.

Okay, so Grungeboyfic just went and jumped ahead a couple of years. For some reason. *eyes them* Weren't you supposed to stay. Um. Unfamous? But no, you go and acquire a goddamn roadie? I swear, Sean, if you go and mess around with groupies and hurt Nick, I will so put you through bodily harm.

You're gonna do that just to spite me now, aren't you? Goddamn bassist. And I have to deal with the whole thing with Nick's brother David, too.

This was supposed to be a one-off, snuggly-cute story. Argh!

Come on baby, light my fire
Come on baby, light my fire
Try to set the night on fire

More pimping

*Gotta find JC, find JC, find JC, sittin' in a tree, woe is me, where's JC? Find JC-*

[...]

*Gotta get to the shoot, find JC's boot, it's gonna be a hoot, time for the shoot, Justin's so good--wait, that doesn't rhyme.*

[...]

It was wierd, not having Joey around to nudge when Justin did something really unbelievably pretentious, so they could mock him together. Chris just didn't have the attention span, and was off chasing a pigeon that had gotten into the soundstage or something.

Dude. Pet cracks me up, yo. Taking Care Of Joey by Pet.

Under pressure, but not bent out of shape

Criptic

Am incredibly lame.

(Edit: Don't worry, people. I'm okay. Emtionally stable, and all. Just. Lame. Argh. I cannot believe myself!)

No one heard a single word and as the clock ticked from next door I could hear her breathing

Agh!

Nick! Dammit! Aren't you supposed to be the reasonable, quiet one?

Bastard.

(There's a whole universe trying to worm its way into my head. All at once. My brain hurts.)

We're still building
Then burning down love, burning down love
And when I go there
I go there with you..

Kernuffle

WTF? Um. Two planes apparently crashed into the WTC. Like, seperately, not cause they crashed into each other first. And an explosion at the Pentagon? WTF?

Will it make it easier on you now
Now you got someone to blame

More

C&P'd from here, for thos who can't connect there:

Two planes attack New York's World Trade Center
               Federal buildings in Washington apparently attacked

               "Apparent terrorist attack," Bush says

               Updated 9:55 a.m.

               The Associated Press

               Two planes crashed into the upper floors of both World Trade Center
               towers minutes apart Tuesday in what the President Bush said was an
               apparent terrorist attack, blasting fiery, gaping holes in the 110-story
               buildings. There was no immediate word on deaths or injuries.

               Also, in Washington, D.C., this morning were reports of a large fires on
               the Mall and on the west side of the Pentagon. Both fthe Pentagon and
               the White House were being evacuated, according to CNN. 

               President Bush today described the plane crashes as "an apparent
               terrorist attack on our country." "ÔToday weÕve had a national
               tragedy,ÕÕ Bush said. He ordered a full-scale investigation to "hunt
               down the folks who committed this act." The president planned to
               return to Washington, D.C., immediately from Sarastoa, Fla. 

               The president ordered a full-scale investigation to "hunt down the folks
               who committed this act"

               In response to the incidents, federal authorities ordered all airports
               take-offs and landings suspended nationwide until further notice. 

               The twin disasters which happened shortly before 9 a.m. and then right
               around 9 a.m.

               In Washington, officials said the FBI was investigating reports of a
               plane hijacking before the crashes.

               Heavy black smoke billowed into the sky above the gaping holes in the
               side of the 110-story twin towers, one of New York City's most famous
               landmarks, and debris rained down upon the street, one of the city's
               busiest work areas. When the second plane hit, a fireball of flame and
               smoke erupted, leaving a huge hole in the glass and steel tower.

               "Today we've had a national tragedy," Bush said. He called it "an
               apparent terrorist attack."

               Ira Furber, former NTSB spokesman, discounted likelihood of accident.

               "I don't think this is an accident," he said on CNN. "You've got
               incredibly good visibility. No pilot is going to be relying on navigational
               equipment."

               "It's just not possible in the daytime," he added. "A second occurrence
               is just beyond belief."

               The towers were struck by terrorist bombers in February 1993, killing
               six people and injuring more than 1,000 others.

               All New York City-area airports were shut down, and several subway
               lines were immediately shut down. Trading on Wall Street was
               suspended.

               "The plane was coming in low and ... it looked like it hit at a slight
               angle," said Sean Murtagh, a CNN vice president, the network reported.

               "I was watching TV and heard a sonic boom," Jeanne Yurman told
               CNN. "The side of the World Trade Center exploded. Debris is falling
               like leaflets. I hear ambulances. The northern tower seems to be on
               fire."

               Thousands of pieces of what appeared to be office paper came drifting
               over Brooklyn, about three miles from the tower.

               A senior government official, speaking on condition of anonymity, said
               the agency is pursuing reports that one or both of the planes were
               hijacked and that the crashes may have been the result of a suicide
               mission.

               The source stressed that the reports are preliminary and officials do not
               know the cause of the crashes.

               "It certainly doesn't look like an accident," said a second government
               official, also speaking on condition of anonymity.

               In 1945, an Army Air Corps B-25, a twin-engine bomber, crashed into
               the 79th floor of the Empire State Building in dense fog.

               In Sarasota, Fla., Bush was reading to children in a classroom at 9:05
               a.m. when his chief of staff, Andrew Card, whispered into his ear. The
               president briefly turned somber before he resumed reading. He
               addressed the tragedy about a half-hour later.

I. I. Words fail me.

One Love
One Life

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Talk to me here, people. One of the towers collapsed, I hear? Have there been more attacks?

(shit shit shit don't let it be a fucking war don't don't don't)

*deep breath* No overreactig, self. No.

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And the towers are gone.

I was there. I was fucking there. Three short fucking months ago, I was standing right. fucking. there!

I'm feeling very small and vulerable right now.

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It hasn't ended yet. That's the scariest part. THis could still. fucking. spread. This could still hurt people I love. Am shaking.

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Talking to one of my ex-classmates. "This could be the beginning of a scond Eastern-American war," she says. I'm so afraid she's right. And it'ss being fought on. American. Soil. Which means that roughly 2/3rd of everyone who makes my life worth living could be in grave danger.

I ... People, leave a message or make an entry, or whatever, just let me know you're there and you're safe? (For now.)

Oh god.

Ex-classmate also mentioned that if this is a war, nukes will most probably be used.

There are American nukes in Belgium. Enough to vaporise the fucking country. What if they're used? What if they're targeted?

My life has ceased to make sense.

Mimi's right. This is my generation's JFK murder. I thought Kurt Cobain would be that, but no. Decades from onw, I will be relating this tale to my nieces and nephews.

"So what you did in school today, brat?"
"We learned about Black Tuesday. Do you remember where you were when the planes crashed, aunt Sofie?"

don't wanna don't wanna don't wanna don't wanna

Several planes still missing? Shit shit shit shit.

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Collegues and I just sat around. Laughing. We can't believe it. I. This isn't happening. This is something that's not supposed to happen in real life. If this were a movie, I'd scoff at the plot.

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Leaving. Wanna go home, where I have news access and can talk to people. Also want to get out of Brussels, just in case.

Please nobody die while I'm gone?

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I. I. they evacuated NATO buildings in Brussels. Where I work. Where my dad works. For the EU. Dad, please be home already.

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Four airplanes are still missing.

Another went down on the Pentagon?

nonononononoNO!

Come talk to me?

I'm on:
IRC: chatnet, #femgeeks
AIM: femgeek
MSM: badevilgrrl[at]hotmail.com

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I can't watch this. Fucking senator is already making use of this. Fucker!

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If I were able to feel, I would be seething. From CoffeeCup (where I got my free FTP program):

Hello everyone,

 This is Nicholas Longo, the CEO of CoffeeCup Software.
 As you may have heard the World Trade Center and Pentagon
 were attacked about 45 minutes ago.

 The Team at CoffeeCup would like to send our heart felt
 sorrow to those that perished in these attacks.

 We would like to also say on record that if any country
 is found responsible for these attacks, we call for that
 country's complete destruction and annihilation.

 Do not let terrorism which is designed to create fear
 and stop production, halt your life or work.

 Stay focused and do not stop what you are doing.


 -May God bless us all and the decisions we must make.


 Nick-

Bold mine. I. Fucker!

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Brad (brad) said:

Bush is probably happy as hell right now... this means he gets to attack somebody! And he will. Even if they don't learn who, we'll attack somebody and put the blame there.

That's exactly what I think and fear.

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I keep sobbng at random intervals. Something breaks through the numbness and I'm set off again.

And fuck you, John McCain. I fucking liked you!

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What I will never foget is walking into M.'s office, where R; and C. also were, and telling them about Camp David. The phrase "Another one went down" will forever echo in my mind. What a choise of words, self.

And I'm so fucking scared that I'm gonna go to sleep and wake up to more violence. To a country in the middle of a war. because if it does come to a war, it won't be actually fought on American oil, i don't think. It'll be fought close to here.

I am scared. I'm scared for me, for my people, for my friends in the States, for the world.

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And this is probably the lamest tribute ever, but it's there. It's all I can do. (And god, I so don't wanna replace it with the anniversary page in 8 days. That'll be sick.)

I love you all

I don't tell you that half as much as I should, but I do. Hell, for all my bitterness and cynicism, I have a deep love for and thrust in humanity in general. I love all my friends. Molly, Jess, Steve, Tri, Rox, kat, Sae, Sam, everyone else, I love you, and if anything should happen to you, i will grieve for you.

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And people who blame all muslims for this just. sadden and scare me even more.

I live in an area of Antwerp called Borgerhout. A lot of people (racists) refer to it as Borgerocco, in anaology with Marocco. Nearly everyone in my street, in my area, is muslim. Ditto for where my student room was. Ditto for where we lived between my 8th and 15th. Some of my closest friends have been muslims.

Just like I cannot and will not blame the muslims I know for what some muslims (supposedly!) did, just like I expect not to be blamed for the actions of the IRA or the Red hand Defendrs simply because we are all Christians, I will not and cannot blame any muslim or 'brown person' for what happened today.

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And for those of you who can take it, go here and pay attention to the pop-up.

I'm ot going. I can't take it.

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Mr Clinton, sir? We need you back. I need you back. All I can think of when I hear Bush is "Oh god, no no, don't talk about retaliation, don't talk about revenge, don't talk about more violence!" I want Clinton back. For whatever reason, he felt safe. LIke he was in control. like he would understand.

(I make no sense.)