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[bubosquared]

The bindlepeople are having a discussion about cutters and mentioning how it's a 'stress relieve' and I'm remembering the times when I used to scratch my arms, unconciously, because it was the only thing keeping me fucking sane and suddenly noticing I was bleeding; not a lot, but it was still more damage than I ever thought I could do with my little stubs of nails.

I still had vague scars from that up until a year or so ago. They seem to be gone now. Symbolc much?