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[bubosquared]

Fucking. TALK! Get it the fuck over with so I can stop worrying. Stop it, goddamit, are you fucking listening?

No, of course they're not; this LJ-group is called "everyone but" for a reason.

Why do I have the feeling I'm once again gonna be the one in the middle, making them talk? Why me? Why? I don't get it. I'm not good at this. First relationship, first deep friendship, for fuck's sake! I. am. not. doing. this. Not tonight, and if i can stick to my resolve, not ever again. If they can't force themselves to talk, I'm not gonna go through that again; it's not worth it.

Fuck.

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[ex-dragones.livejournal.com]

Everyone but who?

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[bubosquared.livejournal.com]

Everyone but the people involved, basically. (IE my girlfriend and hre girlfriend. And a haldful of other people.)

[darksong.livejournal.com]

I don't really know what's going on (at least the circumstances), but I do want to tell you that I know what it's like to be in that place. While neither was my girlfriend (although...well...those are stories for other times...), I was very much caught between two women I loved quite a bit, and I nearly lost one of them (she was my roommate...and I think there's parts of her that still haven't quite forgiven me), and I was trying very hard not to play sides.

I feel for you...I hope it all manages to work out and no one gets destroyed in the process. Especially yourself.

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[bubosquared.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm still not sure what's happening, but well. Whatever. Que sera, sera and all that.