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[bubosquared]

I hate this. I hate that I'm always the supportive one, the shoulder to cry on. I hate that i can't make myself say no, that I can't make myself want to say no. I hate this feeling of obligation. I hate myself, and I hate that i have to lock this away from the very people I love most, because I will make myself always be there for them, no matter what, no matter how badly crushed I sometimes feel.

i can't breathe

I'm not fucking strong enough for this!

dammit

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...having just come off a month worth of worry about my horse being sick with who the hells know what (we still odn't know what he had, just that the he tried to die on us) and people who fought with me about how to take care of him, as well as the nightmare in NY ... and hardly knowing anyone