You know ...

[bubosquared]

End of December will be my third high school reunion. I missed the last one. Most veryone else missed the one before. I want to go. I want to go wearing (if I get up the courage) the outfit I ordered from blackrose. Or even just my 'regular' goth garb (black trousers, mesh, etc.) I want to go and smile at people and talk Metallica with J.V.A. and mention how I'm gonna go see my girlfriend in the States in what will then be less than a week, and see if people like the new real me.

Now, however, I want to get myself out of my easy chair and go to bed. For it is half past three in the morning and I have to go to work tomorrow. Dear god.