Around four AM, I woke up, sobbing and halfway screaming, from the first actual nightmare I can remember ever having. I literally tripped out of bed, threw on some clothes, managed to remember my keys, thankfully, and went downstairs. It wasn't until I could actually see the sky, the stars, and breathe in actual fresh air, that I began to really wake up.
I tried to smoke a cigarette to calm down, but my hands were shaking so badly I didn't dare risk it.
Even now, I can't remember a lot of the details of this nightmare. I remember fire, and bombs, and gunshots. Lots of violence. The dead, mutilated body of my youngest brother. Bodies everywhere. Blood. More fire, more gunshots. Everywhere. Feeling like there was no escaping, no safe haven anywhere.
After twenty minutes, I calmed down enough to go back upstairs, take a quick shower, re-make my bed, and go back to sleep for a bit. No more nightmares that time, thankfully.
If it takes me another twenty-one years to have my next proper nightmare, I'll be glad.
Ahahaha! Joey, wtf are you doing to poor JC? And why is Lance staring at Justin?
Holy fuck! Lance! *puddles* Okay, ignore the freaky thing on his jeans. Look at his hands. Look at his shirt, all orange and tight and guh. Eyes closed. Lips opened. Flushing slightly. And why am I finding his shoes hot? WHY?
I think this is Joey and Chris, right. Sosweeet!
All pictures courtesey of joeynerd. :)
Maybe I should quit with the random lyrics insertions on the wallpapers?
Ooh, I wonder if I can find an actual quote or two to use on this one, instead.
Hm, project for after this one: Cover for the CAU. Which, btw, has gotten the Okay from my wonderful beta, and will therefore be posted tonight! Le whee! </Koda>
... La?
I'm a little teapot!
Maybe I ought to do some actual work, now?
How did they end up finding five boys stupider than O-Town? How did they do that? Amazing.Ahahahahaha!
(Silvia; LJ)
(Also, am in love with this picture of CAU!Chris. Am v. pleased with self's ability to make PhotoShop self's bitch. Muah!)
- A picture of JC looking Canadian;
- A picture of Young!PrettyBoy!Joey, preferably while singing;
- A picture of Hot!Accountant!Lance;
- A picture of BBall!Justin, around age eighteen. (optional)
Random observation: the best part of the medleys is the audience singing along. :)
If I steal the digicam from work this weekend, I can make an *NSlash photonovel!
>:D