bubosquared: (blah)
( Apr. 10th, 2002 11:46 am)
So, last night, After signing off of AIM, I watched the medleys one last time, checked my friends page for one more time, and went to bed in a happy ball of squee. That was around one AM.

Around four AM, I woke up, sobbing and halfway screaming, from the first actual nightmare I can remember ever having. I literally tripped out of bed, threw on some clothes, managed to remember my keys, thankfully, and went downstairs. It wasn't until I could actually see the sky, the stars, and breathe in actual fresh air, that I began to really wake up.

I tried to smoke a cigarette to calm down, but my hands were shaking so badly I didn't dare risk it.

Even now, I can't remember a lot of the details of this nightmare. I remember fire, and bombs, and gunshots. Lots of violence. The dead, mutilated body of my youngest brother. Bodies everywhere. Blood. More fire, more gunshots. Everywhere. Feeling like there was no escaping, no safe haven anywhere.

After twenty minutes, I calmed down enough to go back upstairs, take a quick shower, re-make my bed, and go back to sleep for a bit. No more nightmares that time, thankfully.

If it takes me another twenty-one years to have my next proper nightmare, I'll be glad.

bubosquared: (work)
( Apr. 10th, 2002 12:43 pm)
This picture should not be as hot as it is. But it is. because Justin's nearly rubbing up against the guitarist!

Ahahaha! Joey, wtf are you doing to poor JC? And why is Lance staring at Justin?

Holy fuck! Lance! *puddles* Okay, ignore the freaky thing on his jeans. Look at his hands. Look at his shirt, all orange and tight and guh. Eyes closed. Lips opened. Flushing slightly. And why am I finding his shoes hot? WHY?

I think this is Joey and Chris, right. Sosweeet!

All pictures courtesey of [livejournal.com profile] joeynerd. :)

bubosquared: (bored)
( Apr. 10th, 2002 01:01 pm)
Wow. My friends list is on a combination of crack and Nick.
(Beth; LJ)

*loud crashing noise, followed by the sounds of something falling out a window* Ladies and gentlemen, My idiot tolerance just left the building.
(Megolas; LJ comment)

bubosquared: (work)
( Apr. 10th, 2002 04:11 pm)
I will not, repeat, not use Backstreet Boys lyrics on a Nirvanaslash wallpaper.

Maybe I should quit with the random lyrics insertions on the wallpapers?

Ooh, I wonder if I can find an actual quote or two to use on this one, instead.

Hm, project for after this one: Cover for the CAU. Which, btw, has gotten the Okay from my wonderful beta, and will therefore be posted tonight! Le whee! </Koda>

... La?

I'm a little teapot!

Maybe I ought to do some actual work, now?

bubosquared: (bored)
( Apr. 10th, 2002 04:47 pm)
How did they end up finding five boys stupider than O-Town? How did they do that? Amazing.
(Silvia; LJ)

Ahahahahaha!

(Also, am in love with this picture of CAU!Chris. Am v. pleased with self's ability to make PhotoShop self's bitch. Muah!)

bubosquared: (work)
( Apr. 10th, 2002 05:38 pm)
Okay. pciture people? A little help, here? I need:
  • A picture of JC looking Canadian;
  • A picture of Young!PrettyBoy!Joey, preferably while singing;
  • A picture of Hot!Accountant!Lance;
  • A picture of BBall!Justin, around age eighteen. (optional)
Get crackin'!
bubosquared: (work)
( Apr. 10th, 2002 05:57 pm)
kurt cobain and dave grohl
800x600 | 1024x768

bubosquared: (conemplative)
( Apr. 10th, 2002 09:18 pm)
The Lance picture in my cover for the CAU (Help! Need a proper title!) is kind of pastel, because I had to work with a b&w picture and then colour it in, and i'm not too experienced with colouring. Looks good, though. If pastel. It kind of amuses me.

Random observation: the best part of the medleys is the audience singing along. :)

bubosquared: (muse)
( Apr. 10th, 2002 10:42 pm)
click for cover

In which the boys do math, have sex, and consume lots of coffee, not necessarily in that order. (*NSync) - kodachrome

Aka, Ze College AU, first story. :)

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bubosquared: (evil)
( Apr. 10th, 2002 11:35 pm)
Dude. have just had the freakiest idea EVER!

If I steal the digicam from work this weekend, I can make an *NSlash photonovel!

>:D

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