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Have cmoe to the conclusion that I am a JuNi whore! Tri, if you don't mind a side order of some JC and Brain, there's a JuNi thing at MatthewTime.com you should look at.

Want. More. JuNi.

Melle: *eyes friends page* "Please?"
Friends page: "Go away, you freak."
Melle: *sniff* "Nobody loves me."

Um ...

I'd like to know what the fuck kind of crack my subconsious is on, and can it get me some?

I dreamt I was living in a great big mansion with Jess, Angel (!) and Spike (!!!). There was lots of shouting, mainly between me and Angel, and Angel and Spike, and a bunch of angst about Drusilla.

Popular TV ate my brain! Argh! I haven't even watched TV in four months!

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And yes, the hypersensitivity thing is still there, though it's supposed to go away once I've slept, and painkillers don't work on this! And I can't call in today, because I've my Access course. Argh!

Kill me?

Home at last, home at last, thank god, I'm home at last!

Things I did today, in no patricular order:

• Had lots of sparkly boyband fantasies, most of the about AJ bursting into the classroom, swooping me up in his arms and taking me home, where Justin has cleaned (he is so my bitch) and Nick has cooked, and there's a Joey on the couch for me to snuggle up to while I eat nice, digestable food that won't upset my stomach more and watch Chris be entertaining.
• Had some sparkly boyband fantasies of the sappy JuNi variety, to the tune of I Need You Tonight. My brain is broken.
• Tried to hypnotise myself out of pain.
• Did that whole social thing during lunchtime. Was probably not as suave as I think, but hey! Small talk! Woo!
• Actually paid attention for most of the class and learned a lot about Access.

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People have been doing this survey thingie. Here's my version of it:

Years in fandom: Um. Nearly six now, actually.
Years reading slash: Nearly six.
Years writing slash: A bit over five.
Number of fandoms written: I think 16-17. I could be off a bit.
Numbers of fandoms read: Erm ... Possibly over one hundred.
Stories written in ... (approximately, and these are only the fandoms I count myself as having been/being "in")

Space: Above and Beyond: Two huge chapters of one epic.

Biker Mice from Mars: 15

Star Wars: Episode 1: 2
Matt/Ben: 2

Metallica: 15, not including collaborations, or the sex scene I tagged with someone for a certain listmum's story, which neither of us got recognition for. *cough* Sorry.

Harry Potter: 1

U2: 2

Popslash: 1

Other assorted fandoms: 20-ish?
Total: 68, counting collabs.
Number of slashers met: 5

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Thanks to everyone who gave advice on the neighbours thing. I'll be calling a help line and ask people who know about laws here, and see what they say. Social services is a distinct possibility, especially since they're moving out into their own house soonish, which means I'll be less of a suspect. (The whole only-other-preson-living-in-the-building thing kind of narrows it down while they're still living here.)

I don't feel like I'm close enough to be giving hre advice on anything, since we've talked maybe three times in the time I've lived here. But I might. I dunno, surreptupously leave some info for her or something. I might end up calling the cops next time they have a fight, if i'm sure there's something going on. I almost did last time. :/