Missing you ....

Fuck. I had no idea it was possible to miss someone this much. I miss Nat and Molly and Nette something crazy. It's a physical pain right in the middle of my chest? It makes me want to cry.

I managed to miss Nat [and prolly Molly, too] in chat yesterday. I got on at 2AM my time and Nette and Ruth were there and after 30 minutes Nat and Molly still hadn't shown and I was tired and went to bed. Today, I learn Nat was in chat later. And I missed her.

I still do.

Next weekend, I'm gonna stay up all night and catch her on chat if it kills me. Even if I'd have to stay up all night. I miss them so very much. I miss talking to them, randomly spouting off silly things, having fun, giggling.

I wish it were June already? I wish I had my own place and my own internet connection. I wish the cybercafe would stay open at night again. I almost wish I lived in the States.

Almost.