I know. I do it too, the watching-and-wanting thing. But I'm just not able to initiate conversation with someone IRL. Online, I can do it sometimes, but usually not. And I don't know how to tell people face-to-face about my emotional scars, my ambitions, my life, myself.
It's so much easier to let my journal do the talking for me.
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Date: 2001-07-01 08:09 pm (UTC)It's so much easier to let my journal do the talking for me.