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[bubosquared]

So, yeah, I've been a bit MIA this weekend, haven't I? Went to kaiberie's handfasting on Saturday, which was lovely--even the weather co-operated! And then on Sunday I pretty much laid around on my bed editing The Novel Formerly Known As Elfstone, but that's an entry for another journal. But hey, I'm really rested, at least! :D

Didn't go to beltane yesterday, though. Not on a night before a working day, and especially not after another late-ish night.

We watched Dr Who at the after-handfasting party, and um. Mickey! Squeee! "Oh, mate, the missus and the ex, welcome to every bloke's worst nightmare," all gleeful and shit, and he so deserved to get a bit of this own back. Heeee! I love him. And I want Jack to come back and, like, bond with him, for no particular reason at all. I'm weird, okay? Shut up.

I got a "woo" on OKCupid the other day, and I've yet to respond to it even though the woman sounds really interesting. Um. I kinda suck at this internet dating (or friendshipping) thing. *facepalm*

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[bubosquared.livejournal.com]

I'm ... getting slightly better about this, after learning my lesson the hard way. At least, I hope I'm getting better, sigh. This is why I should just not date at all, except without experience I may never learn how to do this properly, and ARGH!

And don't even get me started on the whole concept of dating, or I may never stop. I don't like this "dating" thing, I want to just hang out with people, and then once we fall in love and get together, is going to the movies together really a date? *headsplodey*

This whole socialising thing confuses me.

[perhael.livejournal.com]

This whole socialising thing confuses me.
Ditto.

I don't think I've ever been on a 'date', like you said, once you're together with someone going to the movies together isn't really a date anymore.

This is why I should just not date at all, except without experience I may never learn how to do this properly, and ARGH!

I've given up on any kind of romantic interaction for now, and probably for a long time to come. I just... I'd feel like I'd be fooling myself, and cheating the other person. I know I'm way not ready or fit for a relationship, so any romantic gesture on my part would be leading somebody on. I have too much baggage (both romantic and otherwise) to make someone a good girlfriend.

Plus, there's the whole still being in love with my ex thing. *g*