Missing you ....

[bubosquared]

Fuck. I had no idea it was possible to miss someone this much. I miss Nat and Molly and Nette something crazy. It's a physical pain right in the middle of my chest? It makes me want to cry.

I managed to miss Nat [and prolly Molly, too] in chat yesterday. I got on at 2AM my time and Nette and Ruth were there and after 30 minutes Nat and Molly still hadn't shown and I was tired and went to bed. Today, I learn Nat was in chat later. And I missed her.

I still do.

Next weekend, I'm gonna stay up all night and catch her on chat if it kills me. Even if I'd have to stay up all night. I miss them so very much. I miss talking to them, randomly spouting off silly things, having fun, giggling.

I wish it were June already? I wish I had my own place and my own internet connection. I wish the cybercafe would stay open at night again. I almost wish I lived in the States.

Almost.

Comments

[meacoustic.livejournal.com]

Aww, Mellie, we miss you too. *hugs you tight* Evil time differences. (And PS, I couldn't go to bed when you told me to because I'm at work. No sleeping while at work.)

[natlet]

Awwwww, Mellie *cuddles* We miss you too, babe. I wasn't online because I was at the evil stupid mall and going to pick up my stupid brother :( I'll make it a point to be online next weekend, even if I have to beat people away from the computer with a big stick :)

Time differences suck.

[minette.livejournal.com]

Sorry that we keep missing each other, Melle. Maybe one day, I'll be able to keep time still so that all of us can get together and chat.