I ran into Linz at the pub. Linz, my oldest friend, whom I'd lost contact with for the past year, who introduced me to punk when I was 14 and who had a pretty big influence on my life and who, for a long time, was the only preson I really really clicked with. She said I'd changed a lot, and remarked on the hair, and my clothes ("You look like a vamp!") and um. the smoking, heh. And we got talking and then we walked to my place cause Steve needed to go home and his bike was in my hall, and we talked for about two hours and then went to have a drink (at a gay bar!) and sat at her place for a bit looking at old pictures.
I'm going to look and feel like hell tomorrow (today), but it's all worth it, because I have her back.