Yesterday, I cleaned, which is good. I also did laundry, which is also good. I went for a run, which was ... not so good. The run itself was good, but I had to quit after 8 friggin minutes because I was starting to go faint from lack of air. I hate this! Yes, okay, maybe if I'd waited a bit longer before starting again, until I'd recovered completely from the infection, I'd have been ... well, not fine, but better. Not coughing up quite as much slime and phlegm as I did. Not nearly collapsing after 8 minutes with almost blue-ish lips because I'm too stubborn to quit when I know I should.
I just really, really hate this. I hate that I can't run for 4 minutes without having to start breathing through my mouth because my nose is so blocked. I hate that the cold air, not being warmed up by breathing through my nose, irritates my throat and lungs to the point where they close up for the most part. I hate that I can't even imagine what it's like to be able to sleep with my mouth closed all night. I hate that I can barely smell anymore. I hate that this is only getting worse, and I hate that there doesn't seem to be any real reason for all of this.
Once I've got my social security and all in order, I may ask the doctor to really look into this. If it'd not cost me too much. I've to go get my pill perscription renewed next month, anyway, so I might as well. Or maybe I'll just be thankful that I don't have that damned sinus infection anymore, and count my blessings, and suck it up.