Anger management

09:08 Have just been accused of being Danish. Er?

09:20 Nat's banners amuse the fuck outta me.

10:14 Took Ruth off my friends list. To paraphrase: I'm ready for people that don't leave me frustrated, annoyed and angry all the time. Goodbyem Ruth. Have a nice life. I'll just hang out zith the other immature people and grow up in my own fucking time. And since I know now that you're not going to change anyway, I can actually tell you this: It annoys the fuck outta me when you look down on people. Any people. Worst thing is, you don't even notice you do it most of the time.

10:20 Want to write entry about stuff. Feel bad. Dammit. Friendship sucks. Maybe I just shouldn't go to NY at all. Or just not go hang out with Nat & Molly, or at least not plan to, because apparently I cannot keep a friendship together for more than a few months. Just fuck it all. I feel like just going off-line altogether.

10:49 Going to learn that finances thing now. Eh. [Also, Gonna start posting these things in batches or sommat. Maybe then people will react. I'm such an attention-whore.]

Stuff I just uploaded ...

1. Two GnR pics, one of wet Axl and one of slashy Slash-n-Axl.
2. A picture of my youngest brother in drag. Um.
3. An illustration of what happens when I'm bored on the train home [and trying to design a femgeeks logo].
4. The first panel of Ebony and Silver, the comic, which I drew about a year ago but only recently stumbled upon again and coloured in. Tis big. Please check it out and comment?
5. Something Steve sent my with the caption "Not all their hands are above the flag." I swear, he does nothing to discourage my insanity.
6. A picture of my brother and his band. Left to right: 'Robin' [my bro, born 1983, guitar], B. [my 'ex', born 1981, drums], S. [born 1982, bass] and W. [born 1984 [I think], vocals]. Aren't they the cutest?
7. A pic of the bros and me, a few years back. Everybody say "Awwww!".
8. My cat.

Stoof

Just sent an email to the femgeeks list. *pokes Molly* Any reason why you're not on that? [Not to be pushy or anything, just wondering.

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I want to go home already. I'm taking work home and I know I'll actually do that work, but I still want to go home. I don't want to go to the fancy party tomorrow, I just want to go home at 5:15 and go home and write and stuff. I'm sort of alternating between hyper and and listless. Blah.

Yahoo sucks! [And other ramblings]

I keep getting messages out of order, with delays you wouldn't believe and stuff. Die, devilspawn, die!

[To save everyone from a oneliner, I'd like to note that Her ListMumness alone has devoted more time/words/bits to The Split than most of us 'dissidents' collectively. Heh. At the risk of sounding like a bad imitation of a black American woman: girlfriend, get over it. Not everything we do is about you, or The Other List. In fact, we very rarely even refer to you/it anymore. And for the record, I still stand by what I said back then, no matter what later happaned betzeen me and Ruth [of whom I was never a 'follower' - we don't have 'followers', that was the whole bleeding point.] I'm going to close my parentheses now, if you don't mind, before I belie the above statement.]

Heh

Got this review for my SP story at ff.net:

i think this story is sick. as you know our dear sid vicious is dead and this is not what you would consider a good story. its just an insult. sorry matey. just good freinds! - anarchist ( a decent sex pistols fan) (screedon@cwctv.net)

A decent Sex Pistols fan? *boggle* O_o

[Posting here to revive this thing. ]