Where I was?

I was reading Ruth's journal and went straight into denial. Nooooooooooo! Wail! Sob! Yell!

In case you managed to miss it, Jason Newsted is leaving Metallica. It's not fair, he's not allowed to leave after I've only been a fan for [just a few days over] a year. I haven't even had a chance to see them live. I was so hoping they'd tour Europe this year, so I'd get to see the James/Jase slashiness live. Goddammit! That would've been so cool, to see Bon Jovi, U2 and Metallica in one, glorious summer. Not meant to be, I guess.

I'm sort of torn between just denying the whole thing, contemplating the fic possibilities, and wondering who they're gonna get to replace Jase [speaking of fic possibilities].

Thoughts

1. It's not fair. And I know, I know, life's not fair. That doesn't mean I can't whine about the Jason thing for 24 hours. Just one day, that's all I want.
2. Besides, I need the anger about that and the whole Ruth situation to get me through cleaning my room. And the kitchen.
3. Want to write and update the site, too. Grar.
4. It's not fair!
5. *NSync slash is great comfort reading. But now I'm tempted to write a story. Nooooooooo!
6. There is nooooo ... point six.
7. Need a Jase-bunny. Wanna write Jason. Maybe that'll cheer me up.
8. Molly's encouraging the *NSync slash. Evil girl.
9. It's not fair!!
10. This site is far too amusing.
11. What is it with rock stars calling their bandmates things that sound like 'babe' on mp3's? First Richie and Jon, now Bono and Edge. Sheesh.
12. It's. Not. fair!

Stuff

Plans for today:

• Wrench self away from my mp3's. Note to Bono: stop being such a sexy-sounding bastard.
• Wrech self away from pics. Note to *NSync: stop being such sexy-looking bastards.
• Go talk to people about a job.
• Go home.
• Make room on desk, then phone people about jobs. Make sure this happens before 12. Makes 'em think I'm an early riser.
• Try not to think about the Jason thing.
• Fail.
• Go enroll in driving school.
• Clean room.
• Clean kitchen.
• Cook.
• Eat.
• Try not to think about how hot Joey Fatone looks.
• Fail.
• Inform self that the man is older than I am, dammit, so I'm not a pedophile.
• Try and update site and/or femgeeks.
• Try and write.
• Get to chat.
• Drink lots of coffeee.
• Spleep. [Optional] Quotes:

  * Amatia moves the window to cover jon's crotch.
  (Molly; IRC)

  Not like I have much of a brain left to rot. Not after the Muses spent all day eating it.
  (Nat; IRC)

  - Uhm, what do rock stars do when they aren't in therapy?
  - So far, we've established they have sex. But that's not happening right now. Neither is harassing Michael Stipe, which seems to be the other thing they do.
  (Molly and Nat; IRC)

  * Natlet kicks drycountry.com. You suck. How dare you not have semi-nekkid Jon pics?
  (Nat; IRC)

  Lol. Melle, you will gayify the entire world.
  (Nat; IRC)

  's not my fault he sounds so cute when he says alligator </grumble>
  (Nat, re Michael Stipe; IRC)

  * Natlet doesn't bother. Tried the innocent thing. It doesn't work.
  (Nat; IRC)

  * Amatia smiles at her VCR. I love you, VCR.
  (Molly; IRC)

  Ack, I'm making sense. <smacks self> what did I tell you about rationality?
  (Nat; IRC)

  * Amatia sighs. Urge to look up U2 tour dates has passed.
  (Molly; IRC)

  I'm in Molly's head, I'm in Molly's head! <bounce>
  (Nat; IRC)

  Oh, my god. Too much weirdness. My head is exploding.
  (Nat; IRC)

  - Yes, ebola is fun, I'll bleed out on the bathroom floor.
  - Then you'll have to clean it up, Mol. Get a better disease.
  (Molly and Nette; IRC)

  Y'know, half-asleep stumbling parents are easy to confuse.
  (Nat; IRC)

  - What the hell did they teach me in anger-management. Engage, Affirm, Explore... and something else.
  - Kill!
  (Hayz and Nette; IRC)

  * minerva goes to the MB. Amusement ho!
  - MB are my initials. Weird Melle. I am not an amusement ho.
  (Me and Molly; IRC)

  Split. Evil Lars. Ii will flip him off when he's onscreen next.
  (Molly; IRC)

  * Amatia glares at James. Hello, rugged mean frontman. Not mushy.
  (Molly; IRC)

  I have that on tape: the Nicol Williamson Hamlet (I collect Hamlets: they make an awful noise when they all get soliloquising at once, that's the only problem)
  (Jane; FCA-L)