Bah.

I cannot find Jungleland on Napster.

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This is scary. The only people on my AIM buddy list right now are Rox and myself. Um, eep?

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Eep! Incoming message from the Partially Eaten Brain: We are currently experiencing technical difficulties. Please stand by.
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Don' worry...be 'appy...and don' quote me...
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Aaaand a very happy birthday to CHRISSY!

Um, help?

My LarsMuse and my BonoMuse have met. I don't think my brain is big enough for this.

Hey! You! Yes, you!

Get online, the lot of you. I need to talk to either or all of you. LIke, now. Before I implode.

I don't get people

Really, I don't. I mean, I know I'm a bitch. I like that. I like being able to speak my mind bluntly. I like it that after over 20 years on this blue earth, I've finally realised not only intellectually but also emotionally that sometimes I need to say what's on my chest, or it'll fester and eat me up inside until it grows far beyond the original issue. Better to get it out while it's still small. So far, it hasn't cost me any friends I hadn't already lost.

I know I can sound mean and insensitive at times. Shit, I know I can be mean and insensitive at times. I know that I can hold a grudge for ages. I can be, and am, very bitter.

But I like to think that I would never take a situation [like two people I'm angry at fighting] and twist them so that it suddenly appears to be all about me. [Yes, I'm looking at you -- did I mention I'm prone to bitterness?] I like to think I don't presume to tell someone else what they feel or felt. I like to think I can forgive pretty much anyone anything, so long as they're realising what they did and apologise for it. I like to think I would never ever judge a person based on who they choose to associate with, or because they're not as upfront about their values and opinions as I am.

I like to think I'm a fair person.

And when people do thinks like the ones I described above, it makes me so very angry, so furious, so fucking sad that my hands are shaking. Because while I can understand anger, hurt, bitterness, even meanness, I cannot for the life of me understand pettiness and egocentrism. And like most people, I get greatly upset about things I don't understand.

On the flip side ...

From techtales:

EU: "Okay that's 7529.com s-l-a-s-h support."

Slash support. Don't I wish there was such a thing.

Mood Swing City!

Right. Listen up, Gates. Yeah, I'm talking to you, Billy-boy. I need a favour. I want you two split up the internet. One part for those people who cannot seem to handle the fact that everyone has non-positive feelings every now and then, and that not expressing these feelings, or expressing them only in a sugar-coated way, will not make them go away, but will make them worse, and that basically, like the so-called 'real world',

THE INTERNET IS NOT A SHINY HAPPY PLACE!

and another part for those of us who can and do deal with that. Because Billy my boy, I think I'm going to go stark raving insane if I am told one more time that I "could've/should've phrased that in a nicer way", or that telling someone their story sucks is mean.

C'me on, Bill, do this for me and I swear on my CliffMuse I'll start you that Estrogen Brigade.

**blink**

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More wrongness

The fuck?