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[bubosquared]

I hate this. I hate that I'm always the supportive one, the shoulder to cry on. I hate that i can't make myself say no, that I can't make myself want to say no. I hate this feeling of obligation. I hate myself, and I hate that i have to lock this away from the very people I love most, because I will make myself always be there for them, no matter what, no matter how badly crushed I sometimes feel.

i can't breathe

I'm not fucking strong enough for this!

dammit

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*hugs*

[voldsom]

Doesn't know what to say, but if you want someone to listen, am on AIM...

Sometimes everyone needs a shoulder to lean on, even the shoulder itself.

unfortunately, my user name isn't true

[icanreadyourmnd.livejournal.com]

I *can't* read your mind, nor do I want to, since that's an invasion of privacy. But if you need a hug, even from as far away as LA, you can have it. And hell, if I was still going to Frankfurt (which I'm not, not this year), I'd arrange a hug from ther as well.

If you ever need to talk, just to get things off your chest, my email address is on my profile. I'm happy to listen and be a far away shoulder.

I know about being supportive and not feeling strong enough or being supportive and kicked in the ass for it. Or feeling used. Or being too tired to go on. But we all manage somehow. That doesn't help you, right now - whatever is going on - so if you need a willing voice/person on the other end (even if it's just electronic), just yell, really, I wouldn't offer if I didn't mean it.

*hug*

[coneyislandbaby]

I know how it is. Just know there are always people who will listen and who love you.