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[bubosquared]

I hate this. I hate that I'm always the supportive one, the shoulder to cry on. I hate that i can't make myself say no, that I can't make myself want to say no. I hate this feeling of obligation. I hate myself, and I hate that i have to lock this away from the very people I love most, because I will make myself always be there for them, no matter what, no matter how badly crushed I sometimes feel.

i can't breathe

I'm not fucking strong enough for this!

dammit

Comments

*hugs*

[voldsom]

Doesn't know what to say, but if you want someone to listen, am on AIM...

Sometimes everyone needs a shoulder to lean on, even the shoulder itself.

Re: *hugs*

[bubosquared.livejournal.com]

Thanks. ^_^ I'm okay now. Really.