Fucking 'ell

[bubosquared]

Obviously did not make it to work today. Feh. Did some work at home and then went to the cybercafe to answer emails et al. Then I went home. Where I did not scream at The Mother for informing me I cannot know I'm lesbian. Thank you, Mother, for that piece of insight.

I've been trying to get on chat for about an hour now. Either IRC is deceiving me or nobody's on, in which case where the fuck did the bot go to? I checked US, EU, AU servers, ... Nothing. Blah. I'm going to go to bed now. If you lot are gonna be on tomorrow, leave a note in your journal [or the femgeeks one] when you get on, okay?

[And sorry, Steve, but MSM won't let me connect for more than a few seconds at a time, so I couldn't talk to you either.]

Tired. Sleep now. Then get up at decent time and start clling people about appartment. Yeah.

Comments

[safti]

I may well be opening a can of worms on the subject, so feel free to tell me to fuck off or not answer or whatever, but . . . how can one possibly *not* know one's sexuality? Especially after spending a time thinking about it and because being a lesbian is considered by the majority of the world (as well as general statistics) to be less than normal . . . well, *deciding* that one is not attracted to the sex that one is "supposed" to be attracted to is not an easy decision, and after all that fucking around with self-discovery and knowing oneself far better and everything . . . how can you, even according to someone who obviously hasn't been able to digest the situation yet, "not know [you're] a lesbian"?

(Apologies if this is nonsensical at all; it's late, I'm not only tired but on caffiene as well.)