bubosquared: (contemplative)
Sofie 'Melle' Werkers ([personal profile] bubosquared) wrote2001-07-02 02:02 am

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I've been having That Dream again. The one where I'm on a train, or a bus, or waiting for one, and I'm leaving. The Leaving Dream. The one that always precedes me losing a friend, either through argument or just by losing touch.

Please, god, don't make me lose the few friends I have? I know I'm a fuckup when it comes to interhuman relationships, but I'm trying okay?

I'm trying.

(My life was easier when I was still just skimming through people's lives. Now I'm on an emotional roller coaster. But it's worth the pain.)