It gets more difficult as time goes by to see the good in people. Personally, I tend to like individuals more than people as a whole. I've always believed that when you get a large group of them together, they automatically get stuck in a hive mindset and therefore, become unreasonable. Just my belief, though.

I hope you feel better soon, Melle. In the meantime, have fun with the band. The only thing better than U2 ditzy and drunk is U2 naked. ;)